Candy Apple Baby Valley

The Moon Isn't Out At 11:43.

2006-11-06T11:49:20Z

In the light of the night,
We can stab into the dark,
And watch them fall upon our knives.
I feel that

I've gotten to a point in my life where I am being far too serious with things that go on - and the sad fact is, I need to be.

I am constantly being annoyed (easy to do) and tested. I've been at the 'end of my rope', so to speak, for quite a while.

I'm so very close to losing my mind... and I kind of like it.

I

2006-11-01T20:09:24Z

I'm lonely tonight - I've had a lot on my mind lately and I'd like to forget it all over some drinks, a silly movie and a REAL Italian pizza... it's not going to happen.

No pizza, no rice, no food - no comedy, no laughs - no drinking.

We're off to York tomorrow and while that makes me a bit excited, I am also rather lazy now as I'm on the rag - thanks uterus!

That might be adding to my mood as of this moment - something to eat would help but with my 'only-eat-once-a-day' way of life... it's not happening either.

Fuck.

J-bop

2006-10-31T07:22:14Z

I haven't posted here in ages - I think I'm going to make a new account, I'm bored of this user name...

I'm now living in England, I have been since August 21st - just over two months and it doesn't seem long at all, then again... at times it seems it's been ages.

I had a really hard week last week - we had some money lost in a scam on EGay (lovely) and it was about $400.00! We only found out yesterday that we're going to get it back (joy).

That caused us a lot of shit together.

(Love Alert - Gay Moment Begining)
It really is a shame that we fight to get out our agressions toward other people. I know he loves me - that why when he gets up for work he wakes me with "too many" kisses.
I know I love him, too - and it's real love, not that day in day out crap.
(End Gay Moment)

This will be the first year of my 21 years of life that I have not done something on Halloween - that's sad.
I'm thinking Lee might find me a little surprise or something to make up for it - he said he feels bad that I have no one to have a Halloween-bash with here. We already did the Halloween thing, tho'. Our picture was taken for the paper - more fun, no?

He's so easy to talk to (another moment) when we're on an even-keel; we usually are, but this past week was pretty bad for fights.
It's partly my fault and I am damn well aware of that! I drag things out 'til I am happy with the result. Or rather 'til I have said all I can say.
I need to give that shit up - let it be. But I'd say our bad streak has ended.

For all the faults we have, we're perfect - perfect fights, perfect sex and best friends all in one. Even when we fight I still love him - even when I want to kill him, I still love him and I would to death, even if I caused it. *le sigh* I should have named this blog 'Love Fest' as that's what it's turning into.

I never have all this amount of happy-sappy love inside me. I'll have to do another blog when I come down off this high so everyone can see my pretty rollercoaster.

I hope my Halloween film is done downloading by tonight. It's 'Halloween II' - classic horror. My favorite line of movies has always been the Halloween films; tho' a lot of others come strikingly close.

I've also downloaded another of the new horro sub-genre 'Raw Feed'; it's called Rest Stop and says to be a bit of a splatter and not much more - even if the movie is said to be shit I MUST see it if it is horror (dork).

So I may end up posting in here more, it would be good for me, I think - better than locking it all in and blowing up at random moments because someone stepped on my new boots.
Well, that is a damn good reason!

I'm going to pig out on chips now.
...And watch Blackadder.

I stole this:

2006-08-16T14:04:38Z

D : You have one of the best personalities ever.
A : You like to drink.
W : You are very broad minded.
N : You are dead sexy.

R : Fuckin Crazy.
Y : one of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for.
A : You like to drink.
N : You are dead sexy.

I also did Lee's.

L : Everyone loves you.
E : Damn good kisser.
E : Damn good kisser.

S : Easy to fall in love with.
A : You like to drink.
U : You really like to chill.
N : You are dead sexy.
D : You have one of the best personalities ever.
E : Damn good kisser.
R : Fuckin Crazy.
S : Easy to fall in love with.

A : You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You're wild and crazy.
D : You have one of the best personalities ever.
E : Damn good kisser.
F : People adore you.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality and looks.
I : you have a fine ass.
J : You live life for fun.
K : You have a fine ass.
L : Everyone loves you.
M : one to have fun. one of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask.
N : You are dead sexy.
O : You are one of the best in bed.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : Fuckin Crazy.
S : Easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : one of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for.
Z : Always ready.

Pointless Comment:

2006-08-12T02:57:25Z

Wish I had a cookie or some ice cream.

Ralphie

2006-08-10T03:39:40Z

Tony killed him...

SOPRANOS on tln.

Rug Fuck?

2006-07-30T22:27:51Z

Carpet burn; not fun.

What the fucking hell?

2006-07-30T14:04:59Z

Why do fat people feel the need to pretend that they're artsy or some shit?

I find it VERY hard to believe that ALL people who are massively obese are also interesting and have a 'great personality.'

-Spent-

FUCK!

2006-07-29T23:20:40Z

I just got in a fight! =/

I really hope no legal action comes of this.. if I miss going to England for these fucks, I'll stab someone - HAHAA! That'll make more problems.

I got fired by my boss...

2006-07-28T18:14:34Z

That line always comes to mind when I'm drinking Pepsi.

I'm going to quit smoking... again.

My grandmother gets lung surgery on Friday (The 4th); hopefully there will be some major problems and my mother will be too busy taking care of her to bother me! Yay for elderly cancer patients!

Tomorrow there is a 'show' at AJ's pub; ah ha! As if there would ever be a show in Canso worth seeing.

Than again when I was 15 or 16 they used to have some mediocre bands... times have changed, the town has faded even more (if that was possible).

Can't wait to get back to seeing shows and boozing it up constantly! Fuck I miss it =/

Penguin Fans?

2006-07-28T02:48:06Z

PENGUINS ARE FUCKING GODS!!

My stuffed penguin and I are going to see this in November; if Lee will let me carry him into the cinema. Heh.

Doesn't My Icon Scare You?

2006-07-27T14:51:29Z

Dad is gone; Lee and I are alone for 5 days - acccceee!
Loud sex/music and additional booze to our normal boozings; nothing else to do in Canso, and to be honest, it sounds fun enough to me!

Nothing to do...

2006-07-26T15:47:55Z

No work for me today; 25 days 'til I move to England; I'm excited and hungry.

Rating Community

2006-07-23T21:34:51Z

ddaterape
Because Consent Sucks...

humm

2006-07-18T23:39:26Z

33 days 'til England!